it seems that most people’s goal is to maximize their free time to enjoy whatever they do or just have some rest .
but free time actually is one of my biggest enemies .
for me free time and sadness both mad a pact together to make my life miserable.
i try o avoid the state of having nothing to do by inventing new stuff to do .
i walk a lot and by a lot i mean A LOT something like from Ba7ari to San Stefano and back .
i play games that takes long time to finish and when i finish them, i download some more .
yo make a long story short i do anything that keeps me busy.
when i have absolutely nothing to do .. i sleep … sometimes i sleep for 3 days with just a few hours awake ,of course i’ve to suffer an extreme headache for another 2 days after that.
Once i get this feeling of emptiness. sadness and loneliness attacks brutally killing everything in there way even my smile .
actually i’m writing this very post just to get busy with something .. i think i’ll go to sleep now.