I feel so much rage that i’m ready to break whatever/whoever stands in my way .
just try it .
i’m waiting
I feel so much rage that i’m ready to break whatever/whoever stands in my way .
just try it .
i’m waiting
in 3 years if blogging i only got tagged twice one by dear Bluelue and the other (this one) by Gjoe …. thanks a lot girls lol .
The Rules that most of you already know
here it goes :
Tagging : insomniac, Jade, charafantah , Embee and Bongo .
Why : i like their blogs , what else did you think ?!
So i have a question for you people ..
Does practicing sport makes you desire sex a little less ??
if yes then what ?? .. whenever i feel horny i would just go around and
jump over stuff or even have a pretty tough soccer match ?well the problem is in middle eastern countries such as mine pre-martial sex is a MAJOR sin by the rules of Islam .
I’m not a really committed Muslim myself ,but I try to avoid stuff labeled as “MAJOR SINS” .
Another
problem is that I’m convinced that people shouldn’t have sex before
marriage not mentioning being faithful after it ๐ .
Anyway ,this is not the issue now, the issue is : Does practicing sport makes it any easier to survive without it ??
if yes then what kind of sport and does it really helps?
if no, then what do you think is the solution ? and please don’t throw at
me stuff like go and have sex dude, or go gay or something like that ๐ .
many people would think that this post is hilarious – including me – ,but it needs to be answered nonetheless .
I do have a lot of friends with all kinds of personalities ,but i don’t know why i always get the feeling that i’m everybody’s second choice or alternative that they turn out to ,just when they have no one else.
Although i don’t really care or think about this a lot ,but deep down i’ve always known it and it HURTS LIKE HELL .
mentally and physically tired.. i feel that i ran out of power … or well.
Call me a winter creature ๐ but i just love it ,specially in Alexandria .
Somehow the cold windy weather and the rain have a magical capability of making my mood better .
i’ve just finished watching keeping the faith movie ..
i watched it because i like Edward Norton and Jenna Elfman really looked cute in this movie – i like short hair girls ๐
after watching it …it makes me wonder .. is it that hard to get friends who truly understand you?
there is an old Arab saying that “there is 3 impossible things ,the phoenix , the boggy man and a loyal friend”
the problem for me is not about loyalty as it’s about understanding .
if no one around me is capable of understanding how I think or feel then what’s the point of having him/her as a friend in the first place.
if i can’t express my feelings to anyone or just have fun then i’m all alone … god it sucks .
having a lot of people around me is something i’m used to ,but lake of understanding eventually leads to silence and lake of effect which is the biggest problem.
some people effects you the moment you see them and some other people which you see every day , but there existence doesn’t make any difference in your life or even your day , that’s because of many reasons one of them that they aren’t trying at all ,another one is that you are not giving them the room for it.
well .. i’m from the first type ,i don’t try to affect people who don’t share any kind of understanding with me .
just like a ghost in their lives and there at mine ,this is a good strategy to avoid stupids and ppl you don’t like away and just keep close with the ones you understand ,BUT what if there is none.
just got myself a new machine after smoking my old processor ๐
it’s a
P4 3 Ghz /2M L2 cache
1 G of RAM
nVidia Geforce 7600 GS
and a 300 GB SATA2 HD
i’m a happy guy ๐
Lost.. this is the most accurate description to what i feel now.
I have so many feelings at the same time .. i dunno .. should i be happy, sad, lonely or even depressed ?
i feel all of that in one day .
i wake up with a feeling and i sleep with another and with another one during the day .
I don’t know what i wantin life .. what do i wanna be huh..?
really .. what should i be in this life ?
i’m 21 and it’s a matter of months till i get to the real world and god knows i’m not ready for that, but it’s coming whether i wanted or not it’s coming
and god knows i’m NOT ready to this life.i’m an Egyptian .
that means a middle eastern 3rd world country and the situation here is just bad as it sounds ..may be i’m escaping , but do i have other choices ?? i dunno